racHELLicious

2007-07-17T16:15:00.000+08:00

lol. manage to found my old blog through googlebout those days back in kl..changed its domain name,gonna keep it as an archive for old times sake (:

2006-10-09T21:57:00.000+08:00

complete*to love and to be loved never felt so magical*i found my perfect match (: who lights up my heart <3you may say im living in a fairytale,but i've found the one that could make it a reality (:days had been busy..group outings,girl outings,parties.. dates*~ xoxoassignments.. my portfolioplus, i got the offer to RMIT! (:sab and i both wrote our list of what we want in a guy,we both got our

2006-09-23T02:17:00.000+08:00

today was so.. ERIClicious~ lol*sabbie.eric.me (:party was called off so i went chillin instead.with my 10 new friends. love. love. love.boozes, cocktails & shisha at Rainforest~sabbie suggested it. omg. she's turning into me.damn.i love this chick. my lil best gurlhommie (:6hours went by with a blink of an eye. meanin: no drunkeness, but pure friendly fun timeno more party friends for me. i had

2006-09-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

Art meets Haute Couture.My all time favorite novel `The Devil Wears Prada` character came out to life when I met my Magazine Publishing Design lecturer, Leon. His exactly like Miranda Priestly. Except for the gender of cause and surprisingly, his straight! I totally adore his bitchiness. Remembering the fact that he told my geek classmate, `you like comics instead of mags? What are you? age 15?`

2006-09-16T17:25:00.001+08:00

beautiful awakening*shit happens right? its life.thanks to those who cared, and thought i needed a break.brought me out to the Irish Pub for my favourite cosmo, and to smoke up some menthol and apple flavoured Shisha.i felt so much better than. honestly, im glad it happened.at last i saw who i was in some people's eyes. disappointing.but at least i have so many others who are always there.thanks

2006-09-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

high time to workCLUB!? rach is gonna be the bartender.. bouncer.. escort?!ciggie girl? dunhill maybe..nah. i'm more than happy being a designer, thank you.i'm designing slides. 3 out of many slides i'm gonna sell to Soda Club,Hartamas. Its funny, i actually hated that club on that one time i went there. Its very big actually, crowded, good lasers, not bad interior but it plays House/Trance o_o

2006-09-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

Tangy*Spring-cleaning! [ blog. Not house] A routine each term of disposing my bag of juicy sour posts/rants into my archives to welcome a brand new term in college (: time to conceal the past & welcome the new (:Working for a strong portfolio to determine my stand in Swinburne. Honestly, it's so stressing! Its one of the top 3 art U in Aussie. I wonder what they expect. screams* I need new

2006-09-07T00:25:00.000+08:00

my delish socialite life is back!sabbie, my fav girl* cosmo, my fav booze*rach has return. kay ell missed me (;been too busy catching up latelymy clique, my classmates, my bestestfriendsmonday was slightly busy. dinner was so filling.filled with laughing bubbly gasses (:gosh. it was great catchin up with 6 of themlaughing & chatting so long like old timestuesday, we were enquirin bout

2006-08-27T13:02:00.000+08:00

still in perth.off to kl soonhad fun. shopped. bond. donenot gonna talk bout my last family vaca.few months left before i start anew in melbi guess time for some last words, cos i wont be blogging much till aust;royce*i'm so blessed to have found you.you're the first friend who i ever took off my mask to, accepted me for me & stood by me thru thick and thin tho' im not the easiest person to be

2006-08-18T14:58:00.001+08:00

no updates lately. workin so hard, partyin harder.outings with the girls,spent more than 1k in a week,was in fuckening penang too. oh well, at least last nite i was in the VIP guest list under the DJ's namein Ghetto Heaven, Zouk*~ went to Espanda Garden too!anyways,rachellicious will be in aussieland :}my phone got STOLEN in class just now.if its important, ask manda for my temporary num.

2006-08-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

my chic savoir-fair*~Went for Krishen Jit's Experimental Workshop 3# I love the choreography of this musical drama.It was held at the Roof Top Theater in Sunway.Met Pj, Naseeb, Royce and Carl there too*Yes, its funny to see someone like me being a fan of the artsy fartsy Performance Arts. But pardon me, I do love it (:This is the LEAST I can spill in my blog due to time.College workload is just

2006-08-01T02:48:00.000+08:00

Pleasurable SinsNo rants about my wild parties, random outings or dining, chic shopping sprees (been too much of a shoppaholic), movies, delicious Boozes nor Artsy fartsy works. Im too lazy this time to recall on every detail of my busy days (: so Im gonna flaunt something a lil naughty yet pleasurable. My new Bong Bottles~ Ice Glass bong & Stainless steel bong. Lil innocent puffs of these party

2006-07-27T23:20:00.000+08:00

Bon Apetit*random pop art : vanity fairsweet manda, petite pjien, rachellicious, sassy sabbie, sexy zmunBuffet lunch / fine dining with the girls + fookie, at Lemon Garden, Shangri-la was fabulous! Let our pictures do the talking this time aite!Food. Food. International cuisines & us (:Desserts*~ Orgasmic chocolate fountain, all kinds of tartlets& cakes. Luxembergerli* my fav, ice cream, mousse&

2006-07-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

mr.bartender,make mine a vodka lime on the rocks (:Passion mr.caramello slash roshan came down on Saturday & introduced me to a group of friends. Knew they looked pretty familiar and end up, they were pjien's friends (: small world isn't it? Must have seen them in her pictures before. Sean* slash pj's ex was cheersing with me while just the morning before, pj was complaining to me about him. LOL

2006-07-19T02:53:00.000+08:00

my week:college classes. ASSignments. *shrugslotsa food sessions with friends *growingsidewaysMovies; Just My Luck *lohan, my idol, is so plushVisits to lil' India *new glitzy bangles (:Sale.sale.sale *yaya. I think I spent almost 1k :Sparty people went to genting ): I din. ):my dearest popi Adrian came down to KL!So I went to chill with him & his chic friends instead.Being a loyal fag hag* o_o;

2006-07-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

Life's a colorful jar of jellybeans.With my family as a strong designer jar and good friends as jellybeans to fill it, color it & spice it up, my life is just sweet (:Been squeezing all my activities just like a sandwich in my 1 week break.Friday night was spent with zmun and all the boys for late night footie. The first time I sat through the entire game, and I kind of like it (: guess its fun

2006-06-25T15:09:00.000+08:00

baby, all we need is some sugar and i'll be your perfect cup of tea (: My week was so fabulously fun!College was fine. assignments are lil.i heard that juniors refer to my clique as the PRETTY BUNCH lol!!that includes zmun,sab,pj,manda&me. awwShopping twice at 1Utama then Midvalley.With the girls (: + Royce lol*(who got himself something from forever21 too) I spent 300. no. 400 this week

2006-06-17T12:22:00.000+08:00

My ups and downs.Life's been close to hell lately.Grandma was ill.She was transferred from Penang to KL for surgery. I was just holding my tears when I saw her lying there.Unlike her old & cheerful self. I just felt so helpless.So everyday, after college, I'll rush to the hospital.Come home and do my assignments. The stress and worry is just chocking me up.My eye bags are so plush, it top'd

2006-06-12T21:04:00.000+08:00

Retail Therapy and Chic Chilling. An addition to my tube/corset collection[my 2 favourite type of tops]. A white classy corset from Topshop and a fun colorful polka dotted corset-tube from Zara.On Sunday, peijien, sabbie and me decided to visit the Curve's street fair~ had lunch at Sakae Sushi, where I place back my untouched sushi back on the revolving tray cause I was too full! LOL* The street

2006-06-10T17:00:00.000+08:00

Absolut mania.Check out www.absolutads.com The dosage of thousands of ads made me so high* on inspiration that I guiltily couldn't help the greed of keeping some to myself as references! I, on the other hand, am a fan of vodka itself. That smooth, warm elixir of temporary escapism. Slurps*What am I up to nowadays? Living life. Loving it, without a doubt.Been real busy lately, I need more ticks &

2006-06-04T15:17:00.000+08:00

Germany Kick-off '06 Rave Party.Spinned by Bass Agents, Thrillseekers, BK, Kai Tracid and K90.Traveled out of the state just to party last night (; yes, I went to the Kick-off at A Famosa Resort, Malacca! There were thousands of football/shuffle fanatics just like bees buzzing around the Queen B* aka the Djs. Aite. I was cocking drunk last night, so let my pictures speak louder than my words this

2006-06-01T03:17:00.000+08:00

Sailing Relation-ships.Oceanid* water nymphThere are many kinds of relationships.Those that will bring you to venturenew and exotic places,Those that are old and familiar,Those that brings up lots of questions,Those that bring you somewhere unexpected,Those that carry you far from where you started,And those who brings you back.But to me, the most exciting, challenging and significantrelationship

2006-05-29T01:29:00.000+08:00

Capturing wonders through my lenses.Wednesday: Shopping at KLCC, shoes and 4 tops from Zara. Love love love (: also got a new toy. Every plush girl deserves a luxurious toy every once in a while, don't you think? I've got a new Samsung SGH-D820, the slimmest multi function phone ever made! Loves it. Its camera is quite good too. [FYI: all pictures in this post is by my phone]. Thursday:Went to

2006-05-20T22:29:00.001+08:00

Taste me. I'm contagious. Kiwi top by TopshopPartied again yesterday. Cherry flavored shisha, barbequed food & Absolut with a mixture of mango orange cordial & cranberry juice just turns on the fun mode, doesn't it? (: There were even more party people yesterday than the past pool party. I was a lil high so all I remembered was everything seems so nutty. Raj was the organizer slash

2006-05-18T14:39:00.000+08:00

Mother's day:*mom*My mom when she was skinny, way before I inhabitant her tummy and bloated her up. By the way, thanks mom for tolerating my tantrums and my mischief. But at least I keep you healthy by constantly pumping your heart up and boiling up your blood (; Celebrated Mothers Day in a fabulous buffet dinner in a hotel's garden in Singapore. The food was delish! Bought mom a facial sauna

2006-05-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

My euphoria.Was sunbathing all day yesterday by the pool, soaking up the sun. Now, I'm honeycombed. I kind of prefer bright honey cocoa beans colored skin on myself than pale stale porcelain white skin. I had it before. I just don't suit it. While lying there, wearing my two-piece suit, my Ray Ban sunnies and my spf-30 lotion, many thoughts went through my head. Each of it ends with a smiling

2006-05-08T20:22:00.000+08:00

2,3,4.5.6: Short Penang trip.Time went by like a strike of light. Couldn't even spare some time to meet up with my long-lost friends :( all I did was just eating and beautifying. lolz my mom called it a beauty trip. Firstly, went to the dentist a.k.a my favorite aunt for a check up and cleaning. Then I went to buy a shopping bag full of Lancome and Shu Uemura products. My mom insisted on

2006-05-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

Monday bluesWent to Zouk last night with zmun's group again. Bout 15 of us. Mambo Jumbo nite. Two words, simply groovy~ lolz funk music. Had heaps of fun. The best part was Raj moon-walking. He is awesome at it cause his a choreographer. Met Sean, peijien's boyfriend for the first time too. Kinda a nice guy :} brought me in.. so I don't have to pay a cent hahazouk at niteCame home at 3 and was

2006-04-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

Surprise birthday bash for Alwi and Keatie.Pool party hosted by our gorgeous Zmun (: There were around 30 over guests. Loads of boost. And awesome food~What I regret the most is that I was enjoying consuming the food so much that I didn't take any pictures of the food!! Its aite. this post, I wanna make my pictures speak louder than my words. Introducing the birthday boys Alwi and Keatie. Zmun,

2006-04-23T14:52:00.000+08:00

Stopped blogging a few days feeling little frustrated on how my friendships are. Guess it's just the real world, when you are up and going, the whole world strives and celebrate with you, when you are down and when you are a nobody, friends are fucks. Came to that conclusion over and over again getting back into square one so guess what? I just don't give a fucking damn anymore. Maybe most so

2006-04-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

My weekend ends in a blink of an eye.Thursday: my adrenalin rush~Every second matters when work is last minute! Typography was due the next day. done with my typo and patiently traced every single patel on my motives for my c.graphics till 730am and was told Typo class is canceled o.O im only half satisfied with my ad tho. Its aite, I still have time till 8am to modify it.Saturday: my happening

2006-04-13T04:41:00.000+08:00

Just like holding an umbrella, sheltering myself from the rain in life. Who am I to complain? I brought this upon myself. Just feeling so lost and down having no aim in life now. Just hoping for the term to end so I can repeat it again and start anew. The guilt just wouldn't leave me alone, I should be punished for my own doings but instead I brought this upon my parents. They have to waste 5k on

2006-04-10T03:30:00.000+08:00

last saturday nite's supposingly to be an awesome L.O.V.E drinking & midnite swimming gathering* turned out to be such a bummer! cos i got into an accident. yes. again? 2nd time in a week. now im scared to get behind the wheel.but i wasn't ma fault this time! i got banged from a drunk bastard. F.U.C.K it! im steaming with anger~went to Hartamas again with Peijien to meet up Zmun's usual cliq.

2006-04-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

hibernated at home for 2 days. my ass got stuck my bed.suprised my coll buds by turnin up in class today.. :)i miss 'em all.. even cheap fookie ): think they missed me too cos sab&royz mistaken some chick fo me. -.- luckily i did find her pretty! but it was so damn funny that incident! lolz!!zmun bought eggs frm 7eleven to throw at some1s car.left before she did it so still wondering whether she

2006-04-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

cocktail of the day: Sangria~April fool madness. Fun felt: overdosed.Shopping + cocktail making + clubbing at gay club + hartamas + genting highlands + hartamas + movies = 26hours in total. Without a pause.2pm-6pm : shopping with jian & royz at 1u. jian and me bought chic cossets from Zara. And royz, some funky candy-like prep shirt from Zara too. The total bill for 3 of us was $46o already!

2006-04-03T00:03:00.000+08:00

Went back to the island for a few days.4 white tops. 2 white pants. white undergarments.All neatly folded in my CK hand baggage.One white coffin. White roses. a white cross. One white spirit left the earth.Suddenly white isn't my favorite shade.Goodbye my 'ji kor poh'. May we meet some day.If only I am worthy enough of heaven.aussie, see you soonNo matter how well you plan the future.Or how well

2006-03-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

cocktails of the day : long island & electric margarita skipped today's shooting for cultural studies on the knife sharper. under the leadership of our classmate from india, naseeb. everything is so last minute! 'why knife sharpener?' i asked him. cos the modern developement is eating up all tradional ways. hmm.. to me, tho im a big fan of history, the past shall be cherished in memories and

2006-03-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

mom found my ciggies.-busted-dad knows of ma drinkin.-screwed-he left town today-alone-i really do miss you baby..come home!!u owe me funnystuf ;)im wearin size 8 pants instead of 6!-i fuckin need a liposuction-thank you royz fo bringin me swimmin tomm.no bikinis.just humble 2pieces to wrap the flabma body is hell on earth.not hot. just melted and distorted!my car is gonna be sent of to de

2006-03-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

(: Miles of piles of smiles :)had a busy week. college then back to penang for 2 days. Grand aunt is really ill and as for my 2sides of grandparents, I can that they had aged a lot since the past year. Gotta make more effort and time to return home more often. Passing the streets in penang, I realized I own a piece of each street by memory. Everything looks like the way it was but just the people

2006-03-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

hell-lucinate*Why do I always dwell upon the past though I already have someone to make me happy? Sometimes we get through lil bumps. I cry silently and think that the past person would never make me feel this way caused he always gave in to me no matter what. Maybe im just too spoilt by him and I aspect others who comes along to treat me the same way. Now, its not all totally bout me alone. Its

2006-03-11T19:36:00.000+08:00

down with decisions i cant hide from forever.finally the displin letter arrived from college after a week. dads' bangin on ma door at 3pm while i was still asleep! but c'mon, i slept at 8am this morn. so i ran out and he asked me. why have u been skippin college and why arent u doing your work! omafuckinlord. screwed again. luckily there wasnt the word CHEAT in the letter! so i let the it out..

2006-03-10T18:46:00.000+08:00

cocktail of the day: pina colada~exploration week is almost over! :( thinkin bout it, its the first exploration week that i din return back to penang! guess i finally broke that bond but i do miss ma grandparents *sigh* this past 3 months is my happiest time in kl. din realise it till i didnt have the urge to return home. thanks to my friends whos making me feel the best of life :)monday:went

2006-03-05T03:23:00.000+08:00

i know im so contradictin ma words once more.just said no more clubbin yesterday and here am i, just came back from clubbin :S aint ma fault. im tryin to find ma escape from thinkin bout the deep shit in coll!! grr.. i even dreamt bout tha fuckin thing last nite! :,{today: was fuckin fun fun fun gain!!talk to him till 7am :}woke up at 3 and nat came at 5.. just chillin n chattin in ma room till

2006-03-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

a week of emotional roller coaster.boy,i need more sick bags!sunday:ejian was down :} so i brought her for cocktails at nite at rainforest! had bloody mary and pina colada~ delish*monday:great news! sab,me,manda,peijien and fook went to FJBenjamin in KL to interview the marketing manager. FJBenjamin is the company who managers Guess, La Senza some other collectable watches and soon GAP and Banana

2006-02-25T18:34:00.000+08:00

Spent 4 4ckin days at home. So dreadful. So so dreadful. Thank god for him.. he stayed home to call me everynite instead of being with his homies. It's a big thing for me aite, this dude is kinda married to his homies :S he wants to tatt. ma name on his wrist :) think that's the sweetest thing a guy would ever do for me. What did I ever did to deserve such sweetness.. im so *high* lolz!Yesterday

2006-02-22T21:51:00.000+08:00

I felt how was it to be -blind- for a day.One advice to all contact lenses users, never take an infection lightly! I started wearing contacts since form2 and was at times prone to infection but it happens to everyone right? This time, I thought it would heal just after some rest but it got worst! I couldn't open my eyes at all. All I can see was just white light and it hurt more then my belly

2006-02-18T02:39:00.000+08:00

chocolate & boysboys nowadays are brilliant with the usage of sugar coated words. just like milk chocolate. it has lost its original taste for its sugar has over powered its original authentic flavour. no wonder i love dark chocolate above all. how can i ever differenciate whether a person is true or not? how will ever distinguish the dark chocolate in him?i didn't thought of this till someone

2006-02-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, tha chic needs a lil' luv and a drink or two aite? :}It was a typical Saturday night waiting for someone to call. I had the car parked right there with just no one to hang out with! As usual.. I was getting emo thinking I have no friends till Nat texted messaged me. "meet at Qbar" wootz* I ran to get ma make up kit, got gorgeous and drove out! lolz Actually it was ma first time driving

2006-02-11T19:58:00.000+08:00

ice cream bells and 5cents candyread dan's bulletin on friendster lately and it hit me back to my younger days :}he wrote reminicense of naive happy moments all of us went through.where even ice-cream bells and a 5cents candy could make our day.why did our innocense dissapeared and turned us into such carnal beings.i still have much of the inner child and maybe thats the reason im so sensitive.i

2006-02-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

*my feelings is just like a roll of dices. i gamble with it*one day im on top of a mountain. the next, i might fall.fucking emo over something. why do i get bruised so easily? why cant i go with the flow just like everyone else? but one thing has definately changed. i stop crying. but whatever it is, luckily its settled.have u ever seen anyone doing figures lying straight on the bed facing up

2006-02-08T04:46:00.000+08:00

its almost 5am now. still doin ma visual fundamentals. lolz. serves me rite for skippin class and now ma work has pilled up :{ takin a 2 min break to blog :} somethin amusing happened*grace: ejian, u still keep in contact rach rite?ejian: yea.. why?grace: i heard ar, rach changed alot! i heard from a RELIABLE source that rach do drugs. ejian: wtf!?followin day..ejian: hey rachiee. can i

2006-02-05T02:49:00.000+08:00

u can never guess whats next in huh?*life is full of suprises*yesterday was pretty amusing. me and ma frens helped out to paint someones house! lolz* i know, *suprise suprise* so unlike rachell! u must be thinkin..'but rach helps wash the dishes twice a year' haha. at night i finally drove without ma mom or dad in the car! wootz* went to mamak in usj4 then taipan for coffee bean at nite with some

2006-02-01T03:59:00.000+08:00

when will the masking fade?unlike everyones blog, im not gonna write bout my chinese new year tho' its great. its the year of the dog. so lets all not bitch about it aight? :}im feeling so sick of myself once more. some things i try to change so badly but i simply cant fight its force. things like my secrecy or privacy. if you can call yourself my friend, how much things do you really know about

2006-01-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Ano hi kitto futari waAi ni fureta,Unmei to iu igaiHoka ni wa nai.

2006-01-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

-- so cliche --sometimes people are just too content that they complain that their lives are just too routined without any hardships. then we start finding faults on our so-called fine lives. totally, me! 2006 has been a great year till now compared to the many years behind. made some new friends. mixin with the hippest peeps. having more matured friends. learning to play hard yet work hard. at

2006-01-17T18:43:00.000+08:00

my days are routined. coll. coll. coll. joy!*i could feel the warmth of his breath carressing my neck..he holds me so tightly yet gently not wanting to let me go..i shut my eyes hoping to calm the butterflies in my stomach..the moist of his lips..the taste of his tounge..**pooF* i get up from my deep sleepdamned.. just another dream.some people dream about their daily lives,some dream about

2006-01-14T13:15:00.000+08:00

Orientation for the juniors was pretty good. I din know that I was in the advanced class that's why they kept on calling us to organize games and give speeches to torment the juniors. Lolz. Wow.. suddenly I am feeling so proud! Was from the top class and im a senior. ^.^ After the orientation, I had lunch with royce's MOM(lolz),Royce,naseeb, phuya(an international student from Iran.. ooOOo.. and

2006-01-09T16:18:00.000+08:00

finally! i can call myself an advertising and graphic design student!! and a SENIOR!! *wootz* so glad that i could proceed tho' i ve gotta retake that lame ass perspective!so fuckening.. im definately gonna pay someone to do my work!! anyone?? haha new classmates! i guess my class is full of extroverts.. it would be fun! i justdin had time to socialise yet! i hate my lecturer today. Tay. his the

2006-01-07T07:43:00.000+08:00

fux furr purr biatch~vanilla scented candles lites up my entire room..i wished it would at least calm my nerves down..i cant sleep. im being troubled once more..stuff that i would rather not mention it here..at least not in detail.for my weaknesses would be victory to some.i go with the saying; livin well is the best revengewhy doesn't happiness last.or never have i experience real happiness.im

2006-01-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

sexy glam babe*dont hate me for me.hate me for ur not me~yes! im being pyscotic once more.. im so freakin bored!i have a lil devil sitting on my shoulder whisperingworries of failing my term! i dont wanna be a junior to my own friends.. how fuckening.i need to major!and i need a boyfriend! yes, one of my new years resolution! i admit this.. i cant do without guys. i can live without a boyfriend

2006-01-02T07:09:00.000+08:00

4am.i cant close my eyes.i cant sound my mind.i am so fuck'd up over somthing.5am.log on to my msn.taadaa.. message from mr.dj!suprise suprise.i love the way he flirts..it has got me back on track.at least for the meantime.im happy i got his attention :}without even trying.so many girls that nite!am i lucky or wud.. *evil laughter*

2006-01-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

Indulging myself in freedom was my utmost priority this Christmas break. Free from worries, stress and boredom. Still, I had Miss. Pessimist playing out-of-tune notes in my mind. Drowning me with worries of failing my past term. 3 words. I despise TOA.Boys and Reminiscence* Days out of home were mostly spent with my guy friends. Snooker, pool, mamak, foosball, beer! Joy! Guy stuff :S But it was

2005-12-15T01:45:00.000+08:00

christmas euphoria*~i love the word euphoria.. bliss~i love calvin klein's euphoria too.. lolz* at last, i got my 100ml bottle ;}my pheramone~ *flutters eyelash*i wonder why i always feel so spirited during xmas!i simply love everything.. yes! everythin about it*presents and blessings all wrapped up beautifully~the smell of xmas.. so.. alluring and sweet*xmas trees.. i love em* everything so

2005-12-14T03:56:00.000+08:00

finally!~ my hands are free from assignments! im overjoyed~did some quizes.. maybe a lil more then some *rolls eyes*i love quizes.. its 3sumthin rite now..and here i am..letting the results guess out my personality..im best at wasting time.. but i can afford it ;}oh well.. what do you think of the results?do comment~You Are Practically PlasticYou're so beautiful that it's almost

2005-12-10T02:29:00.000+08:00

Happiest happy 18th birthday to me :}finally~ im so.. legal ^.^Happiness rate: 9/10~*9.12.2oo5*I've always been in the overseas since 7years old every end of the yearBut the last and this year..Last year, everyone was too busy to even celebrate with me..Leaves this year, the only year I ever celebrated with my friendsSince the age of 7!! Im so happy :}Thanks to the loads and loads of friendster

2005-12-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

yummilicious~today was supa dupa fun in class..till we got the news that we might fail perspective..i dun care de la.. FUCK CK!! LCK.. lang chiau kia! the short one i mean.. the fugly one.. the 4feet one..wudeva la.. this will not spoil my christmas holiday!went to klang after class with peijien,sab,aaron,fookie,royz :}imagine.. we travelled 2 hours just for famous bak kut teh!! i tell you.. the

2005-12-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

some reminisence and confessionsi was in a gurl school for 7 years of my life. i once had a funny mentality. once i told one of my girl friends that.. maybe im gay? or bi? funny rite.. but i used to think so. and i used to feel that way. she then immediatly awoke me to my senses.. she said ' no such thing!! stop thinking about nonsense'. fine. we left that matter aside. it was our secret. i dun

2005-12-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

bitch fit*bimbo~some whores really get on my nerves!insecure as they are..they let it all out on others.worst! on people they only know from the outlook.thinking that their higher than othersforming a shield on dirt just like oysterscovering up their jealousy with wordslabelling others with names from what they assume guess what..why ordinary girls like us ..tend to win favor more than youcos no

2005-12-03T16:31:00.000+08:00

miss material gurl~i want so many things!! i hate my greed -.-!!!yesterday was a great day once more..i bought somethin i alwiz wanted! :}shuuushhh kimmy.. dun tell ppl where i got it ^.^{{{{our lil secret}}}} *winkz*daytime was spent with my coolest coll. mates.nite was spent with royz,enemy,kimmy and manda :}watched aeon flux! i love it!!food at de magical theater was so so..royz booked a table

2005-11-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

lovin' it :}this few weeks just couldnt be better :}yesterday was presentation skills..i was so nervous..my mind went -blank- !my tounge went tight.. uh! i hate dat feelin.gary was pretty pissed at first..den he started lecturing me.and i cried!! uh!! *blushes*im so not faking it to get attention..embarrasing myself wud be de last thing i wanna do.i cudnt take it.. n i broke down!sab was so

2005-11-28T16:36:00.000+08:00

feeling christmasy~feeling *bitchy witchy* too!!*sab,me&fiona*these weeks.. me and sab kept wearing white!calling it the 'in' thing to be chrismasy..making sure we re always wearing at least a lil ofthe 'in' colours..lolz!! worst.. bullying others who arenot the 'in' thing! lolz. yes. ruby,royce etc. even teddies -.-dun get confused by sab & my 'in' fashion theories.. we re bein pretty mean too..

2005-11-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

driving was fun today! :}each time the instructor wasnt lookingi ll hit 60 tho' the limit is 40..lolzbut i did get scolding for dat -.-!!!went shopping with mom and friend at midvalleygosh.. i did bought some pretty tops im so in love with gold ^^i bought one silk kimono-like top..its so gorgeous!! with flowers embroided on it..seriously.. i neva bought a top with dat price b4 -.-!!!but i did get

2005-11-27T14:16:00.000+08:00

hectic day*yesterday coll. was pretty fun.dateline for KLfashion week poster! :}at last!! wont touch my illust for de next few weeks!gosh* my fashion rationale was so long..using words such as sophistication, feminine touch, glamour,elegance etc. for the first time in my rationales -.-!!!after coll, window shopped a lil with peijien&manda :}i had to search for a top for a weddin dinner dat

2005-11-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

amatuer workaholic!sleeping 3 hours at most a day..12 hours on weekends..tic toc tic toc*it has been going on since after raya..all i have in mind is design, draw, create, imagine!guess wud, i even dream of my work when i sleepmy gosh, havent been so tied up since ages!*think optimistic rachell..yes..optimistic~**thinks hard!*and yeah.. one thing i cant deny,the happiness and satisfaction.. *

2005-11-20T01:28:00.000+08:00

caffeine deprived~been so busy these days that i wished i had 40hrs a day!thank god for himhe keeps my heart pumping hardhe arouses my sensesi crave for himi savour his intense flavourhe smells like heaven on earththe best thing is,i always see him as half full!my dear full cups of latte~ :}been so busy till i cud count my hours of sleepby the fingers in a week! oh well, i feel that its all paid

2005-11-17T05:18:00.000+08:00

fucked up selfim so stressed up!!even more den those taking spm now!!all my fingernails are gone!!*bite bite bite*so long manicure~-the only thing i like in my entire poster!-and it took 6 fuckin hours!!fuck me..i started my cg project on monday!due on saturday..wtf! its fuckin hard..2 hours of sleep a day for 3 days..thank god for coffee!!fuck illustrator..i have no idea how to use iti din

2005-11-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

got hold of my hype! rachell is BACK!! :}completely healed of my bad flu de!!cant wait to get back to coll~ i miss everyone*3 inches is of my head!!i feel to sense of lightness~my hair was about to reach my ass if you had noticed ;}now its neat and tidy.. love it!its in shape now.. unlike before.. bomb blasted -.-!!!shopped a lil o.Oreally a sign that im well once more..lolznew heels and blouses~

2005-11-07T03:43:00.000+08:00

Short holiday.. but I love it!Port Dickson * PJ * Penang :}Port Dickson was a lil wacky. hotel nitescene~no makeup o.Oswt! even mom luvs ma shades..lolzThe place we stayed.. guess it was meant for parents with little kids..Yes, the pool was huge.. really huge.. filled with slides and slides.. more slides.. gosh.. kids.. everywhere! Hate it! I cant stand lil brats.. o.O i barely like kids.. im too

2005-10-29T01:22:00.000+08:00

tick toc tick toc . . . 38 hours without a rest! now, im not even sleepy!~im addicted to your ecstasy~yesterday i had a 5 hour session with erwin! yes! my sworn enemy . . . gave me a one to one tuition on perspective in macd! cant believe this . . . i sat there from 2 till 7 without even drifting! just kept on constructing my house non stop! amazing for a person like me huh! thanks a load erwin!

2005-10-27T01:42:00.000+08:00

Mood forecast : numbed*my new high shine lipgloss :}*Im feeling extremely lost now.. I just wish I could spread my wings and reach ones heart! No I cant.. im stuck in my cocoon of doubts and anxiety. Im such a pessimist these days! The layers of the cocoon keeps on thickening for I was stabbed in the heart with countless truth that I would rather not know.. but what is told is told.. Truth hurts!

2005-10-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

*pink* is how he describes me :} feminine~Having my 2 days break from college is simply detoxifying! I refuse to leave my house! And no..I am not being a potato couch! For once,I channeled all my creative juices into a massive adrenaline rush! ^.^Assignments:my fashion project, hunted for images all afternoon long..Drew my fashion thumbs! Pretty satisfied o.O *nods* Secondly, my calligraphy music

2005-10-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

ur perfect..too good to be true..too good for me..i always thought of you that way.come to think bout it,its an illusion!maybe its..im too good for you!i dun think such a guy deserves my heart.whats the point..lovin' someone..who doesnt even give a damn bout ur existance..i wud have given you my all..if only you had turned your head and looked at me.if only you care to listen to what i have to

2005-10-17T04:01:00.000+08:00

........................You seem so perfect......................................I could only wish that you were mine..................Attempts of remembering you seems impossible......For theres werent a moment that Ive forgotten you................I wish I could see you all the time.............................And I know Im asking for too much......................For I ll never be good enough

2005-10-16T02:09:00.000+08:00

-sweet tooth : i crave sugar-in time,sugar kills.but i appreciate every taste it givesoOo..being so happy these days for my own reasons! :} its just the simple things in life that completes me! Now lets start by yesterday! Slept at 5am doing my design and found out..we ve got to pass up next week! OMG! but my mood was wonderful till I did 30thumbs each for sab n fookie! lolz..yes,its totally not

2005-10-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

*pain killers of depression*my secret recipe:hardcore shoppin!i ve jus came home from my shoppin spree~ wonderful sales at miss selfridge, topshop, dorothy perkins..omg..wud am i talkin about..they re all under de same grp -.-!!! but itz ma favz! tho' its not like its supa designer wear or anythin,but i feel dat their style suits me best! chic' and funky! love it!! i bought so much so just sue me

2005-10-11T20:39:00.000+08:00

-my seed of depression-not being myself nowadays,tho' i may smile and act like everythin is alrite,deep in me,it sores just like salt on wounds.i hate feeling like this. putting false hopes on dreams that will never come true. being invisible like a ghost to one. no,im not being sane, i ignored the secrets. till i noe that i wudnt mind ones past. im just like a blind bat, lingering around, just

2005-10-10T20:49:00.000+08:00

hopeless cum. joy!felt so hopeless today! left my perspective test paper blank.. i felt so dumb and useless as if i was doin. chem :{ lack of inteligence on the logical side i wud say. just left my paper and did my calli. im sure sab is felt the same way too :/ im really down and disappointed in myself..btw its sabbie birthday today! *happie birthday sab!* we celebrated at pizzahut and had so

2005-10-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

*assorted characteristix*its funny,one of my friends read my horoscope and he told me that sagz are people who take time to think bout philosophies of life.come to think bout it,its kinda true.i honestly have been havin trouble tolerating a person lately.i get so ticked off at times due to my sensitivity and i know its ridiculous.i mean,everyone has their good and bad sides so why dont i be a lil

2005-10-06T22:53:00.000+08:00

im so fuckin' broke! damn im so livin' in poverty rite now.*im pretty,pretty poor!*too much essentials to spend on..and no..im not talkin bout material things!art toolz :{total of 200++ this week -.- i hardly spend on food..skippin so many meals for my appetite is terible! gastric pains are killin me :{and my parents are not givin me any extra cash!they say im hardly at home..oh well,i usually

2005-10-02T22:13:00.000+08:00

lack of social life..just weight down with loads of assignments!this describes ma entire week! *paper doll:me*why?its pretty but only for temporary usage.complimentary for the real thing.used,torn,dumped and forgoten. im numb to this feeling!been so stress'd up lately..i really shud take up yoga!the nicest thing in coll this week is ma cg final project.im so excited bout it! design an A3 ad. for

2005-09-29T03:18:00.000+08:00

me,skin deep*split personalities in character*:im so lazy and playful,i cant deny:but when someone i hate beats me,i work so hard to be better than him/her.i have an extremely 'kiasu' characterthat makes me so resentful at times.:im carefree and cheerful,its obvious:but when someone steps on my toes,im heartless when it comes to revenge.i dont take things as fate.i fight till i find victory.:im a

2005-09-29T02:49:00.000+08:00

lovin' this past few days!cudn't be better :}no time to get to de details *summary summary*1.embarrassment durin' drama & presentation is over! :} im terribly stage fright and over self concious. den i finally made a stand to myself: i will stop this shit and work on it! so i practiced harder den de rest for im the weakest. and ma lecturer-gary praised me for my progress. his encouragement

2005-09-22T16:02:00.000+08:00

*crystalized moments*today is my day off coll!superb*i had some free time after doin ma design.so,i took some pix of my favourite things in ma room:}a couple of my most treasured souveniers! lolz*flauntin'...i got this on my vaca. in Dubai last last Christmas!its made from crystal and it cost more than 200ringgit o.Obut oh well, MY FACE engraved 3D in it!! lolzlolz..this is *priceless* when i was

2005-09-18T15:37:00.000+08:00

a lazy Sunday afternoon,its been long since i actually found time for myself,woke up at 12 and did my usual routines.havin ma hair mask on and listenin to Mariah's new album The Emancipation of Mimi,i started on my new novel,Watching The Tree by Adeline Yen Mah.its all bout Chinese tradition,spiritual wisdom and true happiness.im currently in my 2nd chap. and i love it! :}somethin that i jus

2005-09-17T02:23:00.000+08:00

today was hectic yet filled with splashes of fun and excitement!!*a lil'summary of today*.:.designIII.:.slept for 3hours due to ma assignmentsden found out,pass up next week -..-took lotsa pix!royce gave me rose*gorgeous lecturer also gave me one lolz!!had a new gorgeous classmate :}.:.lunch time.:.window shop a lil at topshop -.^ate at chic'rice shop with classmates!met kimmy after 2 weeks

2005-09-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

The streets dyed in crimson redThe shadows on the pavementThat picture of usWhere did it go to?I was so selfishI told myself it was the solution a hundred timesSoon it will be alrightI keep on going, waiting, all by myselfThe night dyed in blackHugging my kneesI think back uponThose memoriesThose painful memories of youYou lived on and found someone to be withTheres no misery for anyone but meBut

2005-09-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

Rays glare into the skies once more,Why am I looking back upon the past,Tracing our footprints? I remember everything till nowYour voice calling my name, your casual habitsI want to forget, and I don't want to forgetDid I choose the right way?But I keenly understand that there is no answerFrom whoever I may ask it toWishes whispered,That someday you'll be happyAnd smile like you really mean itI

2005-09-14T01:01:00.000+08:00

lolz..today,sab gave me an idea to change all ma hurt&hatred into sugar :} and i loved it!! or shall i say revenge is bittersweet? lolz been busy catchin' up with ma gurls back in pg!! damn i miss u guys so much!! especially ej!! gurl..heat it up..heat it up..[u noe wud i mean!]u teach me more to be like u..n i ll teach u more to be like me..deal? lolz damn today i fuck'd up gain durin

2005-09-10T03:39:00.000+08:00

finished my resubmission..tried my very best! i hope it'll be fine :}today was kinda a cool day! had designIII..kinda like de lecturer..his cool..n ichings so sweet!she also wrote in ma design folder.. "you will alwiz remind me of a fashion statement"lolz...nice comment huh ^^ den hang'd out with rosie royce gain :}he told us our fortunes over lunch..weeee*i ll be someone super rich in de future!

2005-09-07T02:56:00.000+08:00

did some funky quizes to get ma mind of stuff..kinda cool results..does it really sound like me?man..im mean.. :{ unfortunately kinda accurate..so try it out! *cheers* :}Regina George Which Mean Girl are you? brought to you by QuizillaPeople see you as A Popular Princess. You arepopular and you flaunt it! Arrogance is youmiddle name! You are a mean girl! you have tolighten up. No one will care